This Day, Everyday

Why does everyday feel like this day? No matter what id do different we stay the same. I start to think do we care or are we just stuck in place But I can't take this pain, this love feels like a waste. If nothing matters and the only word we speak, are"I don't care" Then why does it really matter if I wake up and your there? If I go to sleep cryin and wake up like nothing happened before, Its like you didn't get enough yesterday, hurting me, you want more. I know I'm not innocent, I say lots of painful thoughts. But u make me feel like nothing, like all I had is lost. And if there's anything left, you'll be sure to take it away. My heart leaves me in repeat, its this day everday. Written aug 1, 2012