Thinking Too Much

I have been thinking too much These thoughts as such Are both filled with happiness and agony What I think sometimes seems so worthless, sometimes my ideas seem priceless Things that fascinate What is that and from where does it all emanate Is it me or everyone else The idea my mind sells You are ignorant and reckless There are very thoughtful beings And now I am seeing Not mere thoughts but everything From demons to gods, from beauties to disgusting thoughts The nature is dual And it seems to me so cruel These thoughts often kill me from some I am resurrected, some are uncouth and from some I am corrected Often failed in events that never happened The real voice of my soul is dampened I pray for a saviour Cause this is repetitive and I am in labour I have been thinking too much Thinking things as such That the world will end Hope the demons inside my head stop screaming And I wake up realizing that I was dreaming