Things I Should Not Have Done

There’s a chance i took to make you very disappointed pretty much disrupted the kindness and tossed the patience aside a glass under the tap, emptying for something colder i guess the tag that i came with did not bear the warning, “Do not remove” an admission that some things i do with my freedom, can remove me can place me where i make sense to everyone around me as long as there’s distance there i get it now, fully understood the smiles around me as of late are perhaps for a mind perceived as lost Or, then again, an email about how i will “never. . . be right about peoples’ opinion” i have no loss for fear in my heart and gain from the strange we grew up in opinion is an onion so many write about for obvious layers i choose to be the farmer filling baskets and not worrying about what’s under the skin peel that back and try crying again like only you could, last time you did something bad