Things change

My heart is crushed My thoughts of love vanish, Thinking of you Makes me weak As if I couldn't move, Only if u knew What my thoughts go thru . Of the thought of you . Meeting someone new. Even though u may no longer Care No longer see my point of view. May not even See me the same as before. I'm no longer pretty too you Who knows. But , I still love you the same as the first day. My thoughts an heart Fight all day thru. Sometimes causing me a headache. I drain my strength With the thoughts of just you Yes love just you Little did you know It's you that makes me weak . It's your love your touch That I seek But no longer see . And now it's sad cause it's no longer a need So for this my heart breaks I just wanted your embrace But yet At your presence of absence , My thoughts become more powerful then ur cruel actions and fake acts of careless passion It's you who kills me this way Everyday you never noticed my pain I'm sorry I can't stay with you this way. I tried till I couldn't no more . Forgive me but I have to let you go My lover Maybe in the future , We'll see each other But for now I'm taken action. No more guessing. You made me feel like I WAS NOTHINg but Abandoned... .. .