They act like I don't exist

The most heartbreaking thing in a mother's life Is the that you are made to feel even though you are a mother of three and you are a wife It doesn't make you feel good and it breaks your heart When the 3 children that you gave life to Acts like to them you don't exist and that all that you ever did for them wasn't even real They happily post all kinds of things pictures and stuff online But look back on social media through the years Not one picture of me with the family you will never find It's like they forgot they are mine All i see is hurtful I can't even hold back the tears I know uI wasn't the best of moms but I did the best I could I'm only human like everyone else I made mistakes and bad choices and if I could be given a chance to go back and change the past I wouldn't hesitate change everything then I really would But I can't help but wonder after so many years that my kids could hold such a grudge I don't even know what I had done wrong but none of them have the right to judge