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Then and Now

Then:

naïve, sheltered, shy
what i thought
   i wanted to be -
an archeologist, Barbizon model (no proclivity),
a writer, a psychologist, a mom, a wife

Now:

brazen, talkative, traveller, open
   what i am -
a Christian, a writer (a poet), a model
citizen, prone to psychoanalyse, a mom, grandma,
a wife

Then:

at 5, under the knife, tonsils removed, ice
cream treat; cut my foot in a bike spoke, no dinner

Now:

Wheeled through airport, whisked to urgent care,
ambulance ride to hospital, anxiety led to prayer, peace
as piece of me removed (gallbladder)

Then: single, not wise, average, well-endowed

Now: married a long long time, know things (experience),
endowment’s gone south

Then:

envision wearing a billowy white shirt, sitting in front of window
facing the sea, writing poetry, ink dry

Now:

Anytime, anywhere, wearing anything or nothing at all,
ink wet as muse sees fit

Then:

face to face friends, cord attached to wall, cell of my own
making

Now:

poetry friends all over the world, poetry transports with
my fingertips

Then:

Mom, Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, Grandparents

Now:

Deficit of loved ones. Looking
to the future in bright new faces

Then: reaching inward, wanting love    Now: reaching out, loving

Going further: reaching ever upward, in word and deed
I am entitled
to die, once,
and see my Lord and God

12/30/2022
Then and Now
Sponsor: Unseeking Seeker

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Vijay Pandit Date: 12/31/2022 5:15:00 PM Enjoyed reading your then and now portraits of life. Amazing how we change with time, yet remain true to our beliefs. Many can relate to this true story you wrote, Kim. Best to you. Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/31/2022 9:22:00 PM Thanks so much, Vijay!

Jennifer Proxenos Date: 12/31/2022 10:17:00 AM i like this poem so much and a couple are so amusing. You are such a versatile poetess. I enjoy all your writes that you post, all contain intense thought and integrity. Hugs and blessings, Jennifer. Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/31/2022 11:08:00 AM I appreciate you so much, Jennifer! Happy New Year! <3

Victor Buhagiar Date: 12/30/2022 10:45:00 PM Great contrasts. I love your poem. Wonder if it is a biography of you, but you do not mention your work on the high seas. Hugs. Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/31/2022 11:09:00 AM It is all about me, sweet friend! Thank you (hugs)

Caren Krutsinger Date: 12/30/2022 10:25:00 PM This is darling for a contest or for itself alone "envision wearing a billowy white shirt, sitting in front of window facing the sea, writing poetry, ink dry Now: Anytime, anywhere, wearing anything or nothing at all, ink wet as muse sees fit" Wow! Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/31/2022 11:09:00 AM LOL…thank you, dear one! :)

Valsa George Date: 12/30/2022 7:25:00 PM Thus you have made giant leaps. "Then: reaching inward, wanting love Now: reaching out, loving". This single line sums up the transformation in you. Great penning. A fit entry for the contest. All the Best dear Kim. Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/30/2022 8:09:00 PM Thank you so much, sweet friend!

Anselmo Boles Date: 12/30/2022 6:54:00 PM Belated Merry Christmas and an upcoming Happy New Year to you and loved ones Kim! This is an excellent juxtaposition of historical, present and future expressions of your colorful life, told in a not too emotional, yet written in a very transparent and engaging way! Great presentation!...ab Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/30/2022 8:08:00 PM Thank you so much, Anselmo! Happy New Year!

Heidi Sands Date: 12/30/2022 6:22:00 PM Wow! This is excellent. I love your open honesty and introspection. A Fave for me :) Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/30/2022 8:05:00 PM Thank you so much, dear Heidi! Happy New Year!

Sotto Poet Date: 12/30/2022 6:14:00 PM Kim, you have produced a beautiful poem that is both profound and poetic. You manage to keep the reader's attention throughout the poem, from the first line to the last light verse. Your juxtaposition of the current and the past was an excellent entry for the theme of the contest. I wish you luck in the contest. Login to Reply Kim Rodrigues Date: 12/30/2022 8:05:00 PM Thank you so much, dearest friend!