The Wrenching Cries Inside

I try not to cry or leave with an open sigh. Instead I hang on tight and cry on the inside. I pry apart my feelings and reel in my line. You were mine and feel the need to cry once more. My tears pour out the heart inside everytime i hear your goodbye. You arent mine anymore so i dont need these tears to pour no more. Your love hit my heart hardcore and you ran outside the back door. I picked up the phone asking for more love but you shot off your hate inside. I began to cry and scream out loud but nobody could tell. Inside i wanted to yell, but nothing came out. My heart felt as if i was a horse mounting in place. Suddenly God called out and said " Grab my grace!" After all that I soon finished the race and you were behind me. I climbed so high and the tears finally dried and i felt peaceful inside. I didnt have to face her anymore so i turned around and slammed that door . She had my hearts core, but not anymore.