The Woman In Me

I sit here every day and look out the window I know there is a whole world out there for me to see And I wonder how I let him destroy the woman in me As I stand here and see myself in the mirror I hate my body I hate my hair I hate my face I think they are all a big disgrace He shattered my hopes And stepped on my dreams He even destroyed all my self-esteem I find it hard to smile And hard to laugh Sometimes I don't even feel like taking a bath Sometimes I wish I would just fade away Just so I wont have to be like this for another day I often think who will be next Whose heart he'll rip right out of their chest Someday it will end and I will be free To go out and find the woman in me..