The Wish To Vanish From Existence

No existence can be compared
to mine, it had a sad beginning...
what's looming ahead?
Doubt proceeds fear,
even more frightening is
the urge to know
and avoid another
tragedy before it occurs.
All I have left is hope,
surviving on crumbs
that even a beggar refuses;
should I slip away from existence
and leave no plausible traces?
I have built a sanctuary in which
everything is sacred: love, honor, 
loyalty, trust, humility, compassion,
strength...these were the secular pillars 
holding it up for a valid testimony.
The bold uses his quick thinking
to prevent total destruction;
the fearful hesitates until his courage 
crumbles and gives into desperation.
I hold up the roof with my palms
with the same strength that
Hercules had, but less determined.
A last thought submerges
form my defeated fortitude:
its the wish to vanish from existence.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Kimathi Avatar
June 9, 2016 at 4:39 PM
Congrats Andrew, for your well, deserved first placement with this piece!! ;-)
Marcum Wong Avatar
June 6, 2016 at 2:01 PM
Congratulations on your well deserved first place win! #7. ; )
Dietrich Avatar
June 5, 2016 at 10:21 AM
wow, Andrew. This is a very well deserved win. Love what you did with the theme. Congrats to you.
Crisci Avatar
June 5, 2016 at 3:05 PM
Happy Sunday, Andrea. Thanks for your kind comment. It's always a pleasure to hear from you. Best Wishes, Andrew.
Lamoureux Avatar
June 4, 2016 at 8:28 AM
You expressed a beautiful Sadness. Congratulations on your top spot.
Smith Avatar
June 3, 2016 at 10:54 AM
Congratulations Andrew but what a mournful plea. I hope it was only your muse that carried you there...
Crisci Avatar
June 3, 2016 at 11:22 AM
Greetings, Charlie. Thank you for your kind comment. Nothing to worry about me, I am fine. It's from loneliness that sad thoughts emerge...perhaps my muse is very generous with her inspiration, and I express them knowing that they are only fiction. Have a wonderful weekend, my friend. Best Wishes, Andrew.
Teagan Avatar
June 3, 2016 at 10:10 AM
Andrew, congratulations on winning first place in my contest with this heartfelt poem. I sure hope it is fictional, but the feelings were well-expressed.
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