The Way That I Feel

nobody knows the sorrow that i feel they cannot see my heart it is breaking by days are survived merely by faking this smile is so far from real i just don't know how else to deal the happiness will be real if i just keep on faking it is so sad I fear but there is no mistaking oh I honestly feel that this heartache and pain will never end but this act that I play it surely will maybe i should play a little more pretend so this laughter will sound real still maybe you can to me some happiness lend so my hear really will with joy fill