The Truth finally prevailed
Story after story
yet I still beg for more of you
Shtts so unbelievable
Actually,
its inconceivable
But I want your love so badly
I jst cant admit it's unachievable
Tryna stay agreeable
to keep you close & reachable
Ignoring every red flag
that makes our toxic fate
so much more unforseeable
wish that I could fix us
But I just don't think its even feasible
I thought what we had was so meaningful
to the both of us,
but as time flies by
it becomes more and more obvious
Shtts not mutual
Trying to fight back the tears
That are so built up from all those years
I can barely see the truth
Never felt a love so deep
I think i force my heart & mind
to stay blind
And make believe he feels
The same for me
Every time he throws those
Deadly hate filled words
I tell myself its somethng
I undoubtedly deserve
I replay every flaw, fault
And issue I have
Been lost count bc I'm so
Damaged, broken and bad
Just thinking I could actually
Be loved forreal
Was a ridiculous belief
Somethng I never have or will
Achieve
I wish I could js erase the past
We had
Bc now I know
I'm just a game you play
The only good thing I can think to say
Is that at least I thought
you loved me for most of our days..
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