The Truth

i found myself in the shadows because the hole you dug was deep and now i find myself praying for god my soul just to keep but now i'm going to be forthright and take this honest leap so you better not close your eyes because now's not time to sleep i can't believe that you never even called you promised to be there every time i'd fall and now you have me pressed against the wall remembering the time we said we'd make it through it all i'm moving on and things are better than before everything i've been through i have now closed the door and after everything we've been through i'm not asking for more because you just took my heart and shot it straight through the core i should've known that you would leave from the start turn around and leave me here alone in the dark mentally and physically just falling apart but the strongest sound is the beating of my lonely heart i used to be the world to you didn't realize that was fake becasue putting all my trust in you seemed to be a mistake and now all those lie you've pulled have given me all i can take cause they pushed me into a corner brought me to awake and now a heart so cold and bitter has replaced all your care and all the memories you left have now seemed to disappear all the pain you tried to swallow up is really just still here but it's not worth the fight anymore because it will never end up fair so you see it's not my heart you really even won and your life will be filled with darkness instead of mine with sun you'll just keep thinking to yourself i wish my life was done and i'll be lauging in the distance because it's just begun