Patrick Dim Poet Free verse

The Story of My Life

It all started the moment I came out of my mother's womb
I did things without overthinking it
I lived like it was my last day on earth
Always took a leap of faith. 

But now, I don't know what it is I'm suffering from
But I think it's OCD and anxiety 
No as a matter of fact I know it is 
I can't do something without overthinking and taking leaps of faith is impossible for me. 

I'm too young to be stressing so much 
I'm too young to have have a blood pressure equivalent to that of a 60 year old 
I just  want a good life
One without stress and anxiety 

Sometimes I lie on my bed in the dark 
Facing the ceiling and tears of sadness fall
Sometimes I wish the floor could just open up and swallow me
Sometimes I wish I could be a baby forever 

After wishing I always say one thing to myself 
"If wishes were horses, beggars would ride on" 
Then I move on with life
Fake a smile, fake happiness and moooovve


                        IT IS WHAT IT IS.

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John Fleming April 30, 2021 at 9:07 AM A life without passion is like a beautiful garden draped in constant shadows devoid of sunlight. Be passionate about your writing, Patrick! Develop new skills by studying, not just poetry penned by English writing poets...but poetry translated from Chinese and Japanese also. Learn of all the great poets, whatever their nationality...and immerse yourself in learning. Become the very best writer you can possibly become -- become passionate!! Good luck! :) john Patrick Dim May 3, 2021 at 8:56 AM Thank you so much for the beautiful and encouraging words! I will study as much as I possibly can and maybe reach my full potential. Thanks again, John :)