The Story Ends

I stare at the paper, pen in hand 
Nothing fills the lines but angry tears 
Where are the words that overflowed; 
where are the works that wrote themselves 

What happened to the sleepless nights 
a poem would scream to be heard 
Refuse to let me rest until it was freed; 
released from the confines of my mind 

I squeeze my pen harder;  willing something onto the page
The empty sheet that mocks me so often 
Anything ...I search for anything that resembles a word; 
one that unlocks the vat hiding emotions that spoke for me 

But I search in darkness; neither seeing nor hearing 

Pain grabs my attention and I focus back on my hand 
I set down my pen and switch off the lamp 
There is no longer room on the paper to write 

Reaching for the door I look back at the desk lit only by the moon 
...at the one beam of light shining on the red stained paper 
Tears falling, shoulders back, I turn and close the door behind me 


02/22/2018
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Date: 7/8/2022 11:31:00 AM
Hi FJ, I so love this one because I can fully relate to all you have put down. Kinda been there done that kinda thing but the gift always finds a way and the final work once loosed is a masterpiece. Blessings
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Date: 7/9/2022 8:41:00 PM
Thank you Carl. It can be quite frustrating. I am still waiting for it to return. Knowing others have pushed through it to a return is comforting :)
Date: 6/23/2022 10:23:00 AM
Soupers, all poets alike, I think....each of us, will identify with your thoughts put to poetry. This is spot-on! Partly why I was burned out, ...this was happening more, time and time again. How many ways can one describe a rainy day, or a sunset?? I've often felt my best poems have been spilled out without my control. Especially when something true to life triggers an emotional "peeling the onion",...and letting the feelings unleash. :) Well done, FJ :)
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Date: 6/23/2022 10:34:00 AM
I had not realized we had so much in common poetically. I also felt my best poems were those I did not plan to write, but made me release them to move on. I love how you said, "How many ways can one describe a rainy day, or a sunset??" I could not have said it any more perfect than that.
Date: 5/25/2021 9:47:00 AM
Well FJ, although the session might seem Empty with chock a block writers block or Should that be lock? I am certain; that a reel Of inspiration will destroy that curtain'
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Date: 6/23/2022 10:31:00 AM
I am still waiting for that Joe. My poetry has been little more that superficial for some time. But I chose to hope for your ending my friend!
Date: 4/28/2021 10:45:00 PM
For me there are certain poems that seem to write themselves. Those are the ones that make writing so exhilarating. I enjoyed your poem. Hugs Rick.
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Date: 5/4/2021 1:18:00 PM
That is what I miss Rick! I can write a poem for a contest; but it's not the same thing. Thanks Rick
Date: 4/27/2021 11:45:00 PM
And then you reopened the door as you did your wonderful mind to pen this beautiful poem...Yes been there F J, Stay safe..Harry
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Date: 5/4/2021 1:17:00 PM
Hello dear Harry :) Thank you very much. You stay as well!
Date: 4/27/2021 12:40:00 PM
writer's block is something that hits many of us Flo but i could never have written about it as beautifully as this, Hope you and the family are all well:-) hugs special lady:-) hugs Jan xx
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Date: 5/4/2021 1:14:00 PM
You are too modest Jan! But thank you :)
Date: 4/27/2021 9:50:00 AM
Keep going; journal; pick a fight 2 or 3 drafts; -JT
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Date: 5/4/2021 1:13:00 PM
Thanks JT, I'm not a journal person. No need to keep track of life's issues :)
Date: 4/27/2021 7:37:00 AM
Yes, FJ. At times the muse seems to be gone forever. Fret not my poetic friend, once a poet, always a poet. Do what you did in the beginning, nothing! Just like before, it will come barreling in. Hoping you are well:)
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Date: 5/4/2021 1:12:00 PM
The blank periods just seem to get longer and longer my friend. Thank you Daniel.
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