The Specter of Panic

His mind is a blank; it matches the screen
in front of him, staring back silent and mean
daring him fill it with meaning and rhyme
as the Enemy ticks in the background -- Time

Seconds ebb away, each one a dull minute
his Fount of Creation dry, nothing in it
Inviting a creature to well up from the deep
The Specter of Panic, hounds him to weep

For the loss of his pen, of his ink -- yea - his will
to knot up his fears in a ball, and roll them downhill
till they crash at the bottom in a sickening heap
shards of despair born of hopelessness deep

O, say it's not so, that's it nought but a dream
that reality's illusion's a loud empty scream
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Sands Avatar
November 20, 2018 at 7:26 AM
Excellent poem! I like the line 'to knot up his fears in a ball and roll them downhill'. It stood out for me. And I love the ending. Well written :)
Wolf Avatar
November 20, 2018 at 10:21 AM
Thank you, Heidi. I appreciate your encouragement and support, as well as your generous evaluation of the poem. Best wishes, Gershon
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November 20, 2018 at 6:07 AM
We have a secret weapon, Gershon. Her name is Nina Parmenter. Once when I was completely bereft, ideas depleted to the "inth" degree I let Nina know and she sent me ten ideas. I used them all, and they were fantastic. SoupMail her or me if you need us. I should be able to come up with an idea or two, and Nina will come up with a dozen. Great write, as we have all been there, and I mean ALL of US!
Wolf Avatar
November 20, 2018 at 10:20 AM
Thank you so much for the great tip, Caren. Appreciated. Best wishes, Gershon
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November 20, 2018 at 4:25 AM
that's it nought but a dream!! NIGHTMARE! -maybe /// lovely poem
Wolf Avatar
November 20, 2018 at 10:19 AM
Ha! Almost used the word nightmare in this poem, myself. Thanks for viewing and commenting, Mahtab.
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