The Snowman
Encased in ice and frozen
So the world could not break through,
The beating of my bitter heart
Soon faint and thoughtless grew,
And from this frigid, frosty state
A life of snow was born,
So followed through my days was I
By my defence's spawn,
This snowman bore down on me,
Soon becoming my excuse
To withdraw from society,
A self-confessed recluse,
Every day I'd see him there and
He would stand in front of me,
A reminder of my shame and
Self-inflicted misery,
Nobody new could I let in
When chances came about,
For the snowman blocked their entrance
And forever shut them out,
So this fashion continued and
The years passed in a haze,
I was convinced this chill would stay
To curse me for all my days.
Then one day I saw the sunlight
Through the bolted window pane;
Suddenly I heard a cracking sound
And I was once more sane.
Gasping, I clasped my icy heart
Which had begun to thaw
And I collapsed, my mind starting to spin
Before emotions rushed to outpour,
Then the snowman's fury caught me
But I had now begun to weep
And the creature howled and fell,
Keeled over into a heap,
So hot tears came running forth
As I let them fall, and knelt
Over my silent snowman
Who gradually began to melt.
On and on I cried until at last
I had no more tears,
So I stood up and waded out of
The pool of all my fears.
As time went by the pool grew smaller
Until the water cleared,
Then my heart was warm as all
The frozen fright had disappeared.
Now my door is always open
To the good times and the bad,
And my heart holds no more frost or snow
For a creature to be clad.
Copyright © Sarah Jones | Year Posted 2007
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