The Smile of Future

That smile on your face, That excitement In your steps.. I feel it I see you... You seem so far away In time, in another mind (But still mine). You're different, yet you can Still recognize me- My smile, my excitement That are not real. You're more real, although There is no you without me. I'm fading while you're Drifting away. I wouldn't come back If I were you, but I need you To stay in my dreams So that in the long nights I can remember your smile And excitement; your future That is brighter than my morning. I don't know you yet, I love you I hate you why do you leave every time I try to dance with you. I'm not ready yet. Your once fragile laughter is now filled with Almost tangible satisfaction and obvious Happiness of the future you. I'm your Past, you're my future, but why Can't we be our own present Where we can dance freely And it's never too late Nor too early? When you decide it's time To become real, it will be Possible and you Will be closer to me And I won't Let you leave.