The Sins of the Heart

The Sins in the Heart Once I looked upon my love With sorrow in my eyes The beast had come and claimed me As his devil bride The emotions that swirled through my head The possession that the beast took Left me cold hearted, vulnerable Disgusting, vile Until the day he died I never knew when it would happen Morning, night Joining the souls that screeched for plight I never knew what was wrong with me What curse I had, But when he passed everything hit me Right through my damned soul For, I had never known what would occur If he had still lived Would I have still been cold hearted, Would I have still been filled with sin? Was it the beast? Was it the karma? Was it the devil inside of me? Or was it just.. me? Twenty years after his passing, I stood still in the temple of Death Looking for his soul But when I called out to it, The horrible screeching noise made me shrink back As I looked at the soul, my worst nightmare came true The devil, the beast, the disgusting vile creature inside of me The curse, It had damned his soul also Because of my love for him