The Silence

I may seem to be the loudest person during the day, I may seem the happiest, I may seem be the best advice giver, I may seem to be the most friendliest person, I may seem to always smile, I may seem never to have a bad day, I seem to have fooled everyone but when the night comes when everyone says goodnight & for a few hours it seems the whole world has comes to a stand still, is when I feel like myself. Cause for those few hours I feel alone. The emptiness, loneliness & silence feel so natural & I don't have to pretend that am ok. For that moment I don't have to pretend that everything is fine coz I feel like am breaking down