The Shadow Within

Intrusive thoughts inside my head
Internal conflict while I lie in bed

Visions are getting blurry but louder
I'm getting weaker by the hour

My body feels like it’s decaying,
My hopes and dreams evaporating

Voices in my head start ringing
They sound just like the sirens singing

I know they’re deadly, lethal, fatal
I try to stray, but I’m not able

The singing slowly turns into screams
I feel a sharp pain inside my spleen

I know what I did to deserve this pain
And now I know I cannot change

The things I’ve done to incur this wrath
When I try to get up, I slowly collapse

Back to the bed in which I am laying
And my blurry vision keeps on fading

I feel like I’m at the end of my rope
There's nothing I can do nothing to help cope

And as my last words start to spray
I feel that rope begin to fray

This is what happens when I let the shadow within
Triumph over me with a horrendous win
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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