The Same Boat

When she asked me…
"How are you?"
I pretended, I didn't hear
Then I asked…
"What's new?"
She looked at me
And with a smile, she replied…
"I have no clue!"


I talked to myself…
Should I be honest and tell her?
Could I say what I feel?
Would she listen?
Would this heal?



I couldn't describe how tough my soreness was
I couldn't describe how painful my Radiotherapy was


I couldn't count how many shots I have per day
I couldn't name the pills I took that day


One, two, three, hmm
I couldn't remember most of them

But I could spell!
T R A M A D O L
M O R P H I N E
A D R I A M Y C I N
And other types; cure and kill!



I lost my hair
My skin is fair
My smiles are rare
Still, I'm strong since she is here!


Oh, please!
Don't ask… No!
I won't say that I'm weak
I won't say my mood is bleak
But, I will let my eyes speak


Once again, She looked at me
"How are you?"
"!!!????!!!!"
I replied…  "Just fine, like you"

She laughed,
I wondered!
Then she said… "We'll be late,
Let's have our Chemotherapy"


I was puzzled, I was shocked!
CANCER?

"Yes"; was her answer

We were two!
Two perfect actresses
In the same boat!

Blackmatta~

* The poem is published here, too: http://www.breastcancerdiy.com/readpoetry.htm
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January 18, 2019 at 4:36 PM
Powerful. Glad you are still splashing about in the soup where there are plenty of life-raft and no sharks in sight. All my prayers with you and may you have a few more poetry gems in store for us. Best regards David in NZ
Matta Avatar
January 19, 2019 at 3:55 PM
Thank you, David. I'm happy to read your comment and you might not believe the feeling that I got once I read it.
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