The Saddest Day

I'd Love to tell you that im good But im not It'll be way easier if i would But I'm already a dying shot Whats left but this sorrow This pain and despair Its NOT going to be better tomorrow I know you do care But do you really? Stay up all night and cry Wishing maybe Somehow I wont die Are you on the other line Waiting for me to pass away Or are you wasting time Wandering whats black and white today I'll tell you whats Black Its the deep cuts And all the needed ice packs Ill tell you Whats White Its the amount of blue Storms,that broke my kite All this insecurity of weight Of What's black and what's white Its the moment of faith Thats taken a bite My faith was to Die today And here i am laying beside you With nothing to say You dont notice my white skin My unblinked gaze That horrid smell,Not the bin But its all a death phase Let me rott between your feet And watch as horror As i let my soul free To the grim reapers mower Now i'd like to tell you that today Was alright But its the saddest day Of my life (This is the First time I've Shown A Deep Cut Sight.Enjoy)