The Reaper's Pill

I got into my wildest fantasy several times. I thought about escape and I thought about wicked crimes. The infatuation I had for Reaper’s pill brought me to a new place. I’ve been away from my norm for a thousand days. It feels so good when you know it is bad. I wish to be happy when life is just really sad. So I stole the car’s key to drive away and watch the road's width. I live in my so-called world where I have nothing to deal with. Is there any worthy reason to look up at the morning sky? If I live in my worst lies, I have these big wings to fly! Because there is an infinite imagination in my addiction. Life is made up of mixed-colors filled with poignant illusion. I’m dreadful inside and you know I need help! I’m possessed with distortion and it hides in kelp. Oh, my damned soul is lost in an exhilarating world! I wish to be saved and not to be hurled.