The Queen's Letters 2

The Day come dear husband and the truth is hidden and the great pain of me speaks once more. for i only am barren without words, here alone to hear my great sorrows. lord how the blood in me seeks to change course! Unknowing force hurl up this punishment of mine which only heard in the night. How your voice breaks me open and haunts me like an woman monster, the child in me bring forth speaking words that dance and am alive, that dry me up empty and is sweet like salt water fierce with attach hidden within my intelligence.for its chambers withdraw nothing, you dear husband with your mighty words against my sin, no without fail i pray and weep and you do not hear. Open, Establish, seal up your faith from me? conceal my corruption to end my immortality. that which is the ignorant faith of me. this madness of misery that weight the living dreams of me. such a thing is poison that moves freely within it's self! Pleasure delight me to roar and drown my joy. life up again in me the innocent delight with no more errors! bless that old original treasure God made first! to quite my soul in this work of darkness that you have set my soul in! death shall surly reap the bath of mine lips, withdraw the windless mornings and those young lords that are at the bottomless dismay of mine tragic vows! let me eyes weep no more for this shame? But seek in God's creatures upon their names? to pass by forth the first label the fierce fight of death assaults! for if the father in heaven and his son can forgive that delight call man, How is that you can not turn me back into that fruit of your delight?