The Peace We All Need

Within me a battle wages on 
Between true change and pure acceptance
As my flaws scream we want war
My soldiers of truth are dying off
The weapon of choice is blame
Everyone but me
Raids on my self worth ocastraed with in the ranks of reason
I ponder a battle plan a way to win the war on me
I bring the guns
I bring the fear
I rain down the negativity
She was there to raise me up
But the resonbility should have not fell on her
My victory was never meant to be raised with her white flag
The concepts I see now are realities of the past
Manifested by a much stronger enemy my self esteem 
The scars of this self inflicted war
Runs free within the hurt of all who try to be close
To make sense of my demise is to search way down deep into my pit of rage
There can be no peace talks not anymore
Because I can no longer convince the otherside  of her
That I have changed
When this war rages on within me
How can I create a peace for her
I can't and this is my true weakness 
My own fate is in my hands now not hers.
I must now make it my greatest strength 
To become the peace we all need
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023


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