The Pain Inside Me

The pain inside me I don't know how to face it I want it all to turn black So I can't feel anymore Feelings only bring me to the brink Of a lost and lonely death Nobody knows how black my soul is I'm a devil masquerading as man Inside I'm as ugly as sin A truth so hard to face Sometimes I wonder if I even know myself These scars adorn my soul And I etch them into my flesh Just to make sure I still feel Because nothing is as real As the pain I feel inside I used to fear death But now I welcome the cold embrace If only so I feel nothing They say anguish is temporary But it's all I've known for 10 years So I can't feel anymore I want it all to turn black I don't know how to face it The pain inside me
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Date: 1/3/2019 12:58:00 AM
This is a profoundly stunning write, Christopher, and I certainly hope it does not express your real feelings, especially if the pain has been a ten year anguish. I do understand wishing the pain would bury itself or burn itself or turn black or do something besides annoy me though.
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Christopher Goss
Date: 1/3/2019 3:06:00 AM
Thanks! :D
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