The Outcast

(Dedicated to the depressed, the broken, the outcasts)

I’m so fed up with this
It seems like I won’t be missed
You’ve hoped I wouldn’t last
I am the outcast 

Why won’t they see me
Why am I so alone 
Who am I supposed to be
Am I on my own 

Was I born to be put in the ground
Is the world better
When I’m not around 
Am I God’s one mistake
Is salvation too late
They say rules are made to be broken
And I’ve got nothing to hope in 

Why won’t they see me
Why am I so alone 
Who am I supposed to be
Am I on my own

It’s clear to me
I’m the world’s disease 
As I drop to my knees
It’s clear to me
That’ll I’ll never be
What they want to see
 
Why won’t they see me
Why am I so alone 
Who am I supposed to be
Am I on my own

The laughs and the stares
Kills me beyond repair
The sticks and the stones
Go beyond my bones
It’s so hard to be myself
They’ll never see the pain I’ve felt
I carry these scars
With love so far
So far away 

Why won’t they see me
Why am I so alone 
Who am I supposed to be
Am I on my own

If there is a God out there
Please tell me where
I can’t live this life alone
I’m done being on my own
I can’t take one more night of this
Death has such a tempting kiss 
Please God
Save me
Save me from this hell
I’ve seen how far I’ve fell
I need you now 

Why won’t they see me
Why am I so alone 
Who am I supposed to be
Am I on my own
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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