The One I'Ll Never Send

Idk what I even want to say All i know is Your memory is breaking The dam I built I gave up On the world And what it could offer Because the moment I lost you I lost more than Myself You peered into My eyes Searching a dark abyss For a man I locked away Deep down Deeper than hades Could hope to Enslave Sad part is The door was never closed A chain was never made Only a broken man was Made Too broken to say I'm still here To cry for your hand From the darkness Afraid to reach Afraid to see If it was still there Too guilty to ask for a second chance Even after I pieced the million pieces together Pieced together By what little glue Little love You left me Within Our memories I know to call your name Is a sin I do not deserve But one I'm considering Eternal damnation Just to let it Touch my lips again Only reason I dont Is your name belongs Now to another And mine to his He warms your heart In a way I could never..... For if fate was real Maybe we'd still be Maybe I wouldn't be up Writing a poem I'll never send