The One

My thoughts are all scattered
My heart is in tatters
In a spin, in a whirlwind
Tried to tell you-
Did it matter?

So much still to say,
No words to convey-
My emotions and heart
Like cards waiting to play.

Frustration and anger at my lack of sense,
I've never been here
Never felt such intense. 

I'm a mess I'm dramatic-
The hell did you do?
I do NOT get like this, NEVER have until you. 

I don't like, it sucks !
Always knew where I was.
You have scrabbled me
Wrecked me-
Made me come all undone. 

What is it about you that makes me this way?
Believe me there's been others
But none have left  me this way. 

I don't get all stupid
But you do this to me. 
I owned my own life til
You looked over my way. 

Sometimes I do hate you for what you have done,
You broke me undid me
Jeeeezus- my one.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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