The One

My thoughts are all scattered My heart is in tatters In a spin, in a whirlwind Tried to tell you- Did it matter? So much still to say, No words to convey- My emotions and heart Like cards waiting to play. Frustration and anger at my lack of sense, I've never been here Never felt such intense. I'm a mess I'm dramatic- The hell did you do? I do NOT get like this, NEVER have until you. I don't like, it sucks ! Always knew where I was. You have scrabbled me Wrecked me- Made me come all undone. What is it about you that makes me this way? Believe me there's been others But none have left me this way. I don't get all stupid But you do this to me. I owned my own life til You looked over my way. Sometimes I do hate you for what you have done, You broke me undid me Jeeeezus- my one.