The Mind, the Body, the Heart, and the Soul

I can't describe what I see If there's a future for me How many obstacles I have yet to overcome How many silly mistakes I have yet to make How many laughs and cries there will be How many unrequited loves and heartbreaks will be felt so deeply How much life will keep tormenting me? When will I feel satisfied with myself? When will things fall into place? When will everything finally feel normal for me? When will the “bad thoughts” exist my befouled mind? When will the guilt exist my soul? I am tired I loathe saying it, whether in my mind or out loud My mind and my body are in a riot While my heart is watching with hollowness I can’t help but ignore all three of them My soul is telling me to keep going, there is hope to everything she says She’s the fourth one She’s the one telling me to go on So I do I do until my mind,my body, and my heart all collapse Until one day they are all at peace And there will be that one future for me Where I can finally see Something exquisite for me whether its passion or simply tranquility One day I will be able to say, loud and clear I am happy to be who I am However for now, I need to save the three They need me now, more than ever Just as much as I need them I will find the ease