The Lost Me

I have lost so much of ME lately I no longer know who I am Don’t know if want to look for the lost ME Or if I even give a damn The lost Me no longer felt worthy enough Just seemed to just annoy and irritate Said and did so many things wrong No longer anyone’s mate The lost ME felt incredibly alone So sad and unsure Uncertain how to just be anymore For fear of upsetting others more The lost Me felt very criticised On tender hooks constantly Felt trapped and suffocated No longer free to be ME The lost Me no longer had confidence In everything that was just ME Pretending to be ok As Me was dying slowly So do I search for the lost ME Is it even worth trying Or accept ME is now gone Just continue on Silently crying….