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Image result for pictures of toddler blonde headed girlsThis is from the internet, but it reminds me somewhat of me at an early age. 

The Loss

No one speak of her again
Unless in tones hushed, "Later we will talk"
"Shhh! Don't let the child know how her mother died."
She's too young to understand

Is self-destruction inherited?
Does it float around the genes?
Is security destroyed
               when one fine day
The lady disappears?
      Gone~never caress again
With loving arms wrapped around
             her child fifteen-months old.

The plateau has been reached 
          Opened faced look into the mirror
Her death certificate states
               Death by suicide
Ingestion of mercury cyanide

A child now weeps, grieves for the mother
    Looks into the mirror and sees
Cotton hair, wrinkles deeply creased
          Aware of how life's insecurities dwelt
Buried with the words~ no one speak of her again

Baby cries momma, momma time after time
        She does not come 
No matter how hungry, tired, cold, wet
         On the outside nor how much pain 
Cutting deep within until trust, security is destroyed 

Repost from a long time ago. This is my truth. I was adopted 3 months later at age 18 months, and I had a good life with parents who introduced me to God and His Son Jesus.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2026

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Hind Avatar
June 19, 2026 at 10:02 PM
I am glad that this ended with hope. This stirred me emotionally...
Kendrick Avatar
June 20, 2026 at 5:22 AM
Yes, Paige, for me it ended well. Sometimes for others no so well. Sara K.
George Avatar
June 17, 2026 at 9:49 PM
Hi Sara, such a touching story. It is heartbreaking for a child to lose its mother at such a tender age. But God had other plans for you. You were adopted by a humane couple who brought you up giving all parental care and affection and now you are a poet. Mysterious are the ways of God.
Kendrick Avatar
June 18, 2026 at 4:13 AM
Thank you, Valsa, for the uplifting and encouraging comments. Yes, God's way and God's thoughts are definitely ours, we as Christians just have to listen and try to follow. Sara K.
Crandall Avatar
June 17, 2026 at 3:03 PM
That's very sad, but I'm glad things worked out pretty well for you.
Kendrick Avatar
June 18, 2026 at 4:12 AM
I am delighted that you felt the emotion and are happy about the end results, David. I see children every once in a while, in foster care or in the adoption process and I can see the same feelings and insecurities that I had, then wonder if I could help them or the parents help the child come to better terms with the process. Thank you for dropping by. Sara K.
Dietrich Avatar
June 16, 2026 at 11:04 PM
That's so sad, Sara. But you had a good upbringing and are such a virtuous woman. God blessed you in the end
Kendrick Avatar
June 17, 2026 at 5:33 AM
Andrea, I think when we are conceived that Satan knows if we are going to be born again or accept Jesus as our Savior, then he immediately goes to work to try to destroy us in some way. My life could have been so different if I had been left in the situation in which I lived, I have to thank God that He placed me in a good home (not perfect, but good). Thank you for your uplifting review. Sara K.
Etgen-Baker Avatar
June 13, 2026 at 4:48 PM
wow, I appreciate you sharing such a poignant yesterday. Glad God worked in your life. hugs and blessings, Sara
Kendrick Avatar
June 14, 2026 at 4:53 AM
It was difficult to accept fact or so it seemed a fact still I always have questions in my mind as to what really happened, but I don't want to know. I can imagine she was living in a terrible situation, and she felt her actions were justified. Sara K.
Daniel Avatar
June 13, 2026 at 5:43 AM
Wow! Never knew you had such a history, God had greater plans for you:)
Kendrick Avatar
June 13, 2026 at 8:55 AM
Yes, Joanna, I did have such a history. Even though very young, it affects a child more than you can ever imagine. Thank you for stopping by and leaving a nice review. Sara K.
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