The Lightning Bolt

You got roasted the moment I walked away from your reach Everyday, I wish I could be at the sundrenched beach... What about you practice what you preach Be very careful what you teach Because what goes around comes back around Reap what you sow because you made me gravity-bound Without a single sound...I was lost, but now I'm found I keep seeing wicked signs - the lightning bolt - well-known in pop culture This world is like a unsatisfied vulture...our desires and wants are sometimes so impure These hardships I will endure Wondering if there's a cure To this vacant mind of mine... You're looking somewhat fine Listening to the beats of the oblivion Always ending up, walking to 7-eleven Hopelessly looking for romance Wanting to rock your world with my wacko dance Caught up in a trance - there's an imaginative entrance...smell my I-don't-care fragrance...Caught up in a bizarre circumstance...encountering random shows on Netflix, seeking sheer repentance... Sick of the drama Sick of the trauma Believe in me...reflect on me... Relieve me from misery's anxiety The mirror mocks me I'm ashamed suddenly Hello? Can you hear me...? Goodbye - you could never see The useles tears that I've bottled up for many years You don't see what's in the inside Because you're focussed on what's on the outside Feeling worthless Always in distress Every time I'm not with you The lightning bolt of Satan has smitten me in shame I deserve a better time with you by my side...say my name... Whisper it in my ears... Wipe away the wretched tears Lightning strikes me constantly Free me from my furious captivity Give me a reason to move forward When my whole life seems backward Bittersweet feelings smother me drastically...frankly Revenge isn't needed in my land of forgiveness, baby Make me feel as free as a monarch butterfly Make me feel as important as I see fit, honey I pray on black and white checkered floors and He listens intently No regrets are on my mind...you and I will be together forever...hopefully...I want to run away with you in the maze of a billion galaxies... When I'm with you, I feel my young heart heats up to a hundred and seven degrees You got roasted the moment I said I love you back...but with an attitude problem...sorry, I just feel bored...I'm just a teenager, turning into an irresponsible, yet less irritable adult The lightning bolt is placed on my eye because the dark side has taken advantage of me... I don't take compliments lightly...can you bring me back the delightful light of the Lord? I don't want to submit to the satanic occult The New World Order is deceptive You, on the other hand, are an exception - you are what makes my high hopes live