The Letter Never Received

When I was a young kid and prancing like colts  
Age was about inexperienced thirteen only 
For the first time felt an intense urge 
To write a letter to a cute young girl 
Two years younger than my age 
Telling her that now I wish I should get a baby 
Whom I could adopt first 
And propose my love later or vice versa  
Who I could nourish first and marry later 
Who I wash and do her hair 
Rub her legs, massage her body 
Polish her nails and buckle her shoes 
Drink her a glass of hot milk before I say good night 
Such was my desire, such was my wish 
I did not expose anything except my pure longing 
I was too honest and my intention was truly holy 
I never knew this could bring me scandal 
And break my heart after her refusal 
To receive my neatly written letter let alone my proposal 
Till date I could not get my fractured heart mended 
And the shock I got still I am not able to absorb 
Frequently I lean at a wall or pole and think 
Did she doubt me? Or she took my move for lust?
Did I do something awkward,
 Or who i loved most 
Lost me for the misunderstanding of somebody else? 
I read this unaccepted  letter again and again 
I did not find anything wrong in it yet , I am confused .
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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February 28, 2016 at 5:46 AM
Letter received. Wonderful, touching our souls.Much spirit and good feeling I found in it.Reverberations of hope...
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