The Insane Lane

You healed me…you saved me with a kind, kind heart of sympathy With well-spoken words (and you deleted the history of my endless rage) Of empathetic wisdom and positivity…erasing the negativity and rehearsing accord in my mind of past grief and poverty My tension releases like a billion birds (out of his ribcage) You dragged me down with bad news… You had everything to lose… I had so little to win for… But, you made me have this bruise In my heart…you hit me to the core… With cheerfulness and affection In my young, hopeless, genuine heart, You are my illuminated night – show me some direction! I was that dim light bulb from the start Catch me before I fall To tell you the truth, I have tried to stand tall And give it my all…just answer my call My heart is pounding in appall Pound to the rhythm of my heart x8 Oh, I am going insane Anxiety and curiosity brewing in my brain Going insane… Driving in another dark lane You were loved In the bottom of my heart You were in chains in my heart I tried to smile bright tonight I wish you were gone in my life I tried so hard…to take wing in the light I wish you the best in life… I pray for peace to murder the strife You’re my – You’re my sunrise You are – You are the one I prize I am – I am the sunset in your eyes I am – I am the nightfall before your eyes… I unveil my beauty and I memorize Every word you utter… Your words – as smooth as butter Catch me before I fall To tell you the truth, I have tried to stand tall And give it my all…just answer my call My heart is pounding in appall Pound to the rhythm of my heart x8 Oh, I am going insane Anxiety and curiosity brewing in my brain And now I’m… Now I’m… I can’t say it… I’m chained to this pit… Of shame… Without a name… Going insane… Driving in another dark lane You were loved In the bottom of my heart You were in chains in my heart I tried to smile bright tonight I wish you were gone in my life I tried so hard…to take wing in the light I wish you the best in life… I pray for peace to murder the strife I’ve lost the race, I haven’t passed the test But I’ll keep trying (trying) Though, I’m frankly dying x3 (flying) I’ll make it up to you, radiant friend of mine Wipe off the grime from my face…this anger and envy becomes serpentine To my heart…to my young, once-innocent heart Pound to the rhythm of my heart x4 I tried to keep pace with the rhythm of my heart Pound to the rhythm of my heart x4 I’m rolling in the deathcart…into the abyss, I go…take heart, foes that drag me down to the ground heartlessly… vicious night hunts me down like I’m its next prey…I pray x3 my life won’t transform into strife…blooming blasphemy in my young, anguish-whelmed heart Catch me before I fall To tell you the truth, I have tried to stand tall And give it my all…just answer my call My heart is pounding in appall Pound to the rhythm of my heart x8 Oh, I am going insane Anxiety and curiosity brewing in my brain And now I’m… Now I’m… I can’t say it… I’m chained to this pit… Of shame… Without a name… Going insane… Driving in another dark lane You were loved In the bottom of my heart You were in chains in my heart I tried to smile bright tonight I wish you were gone in my life I tried so hard…to take wing in the light I wish you the best in life…though it slits you like a jagged knife I tried to search for you with all of my remaining might I pray for peace to murder the strife…to end this miserable, chaotic life Death isn’t in this grand land of ours Close the corridors of your blue eyes Tell the truth and sift out the lies I was black and lonely, But, now I’m white and carrying with me the attitude of gratitude I’m wearing an upside down frown of sunlit glee In my heart…you hit me to the core… But, you made me have this bruise I had so much to win for… You had nothing to lose… You uplifted me with your good news Your priceless words gave me ecstatic happiness Your helping hands brought me out of the abysssssss I was gravity-bound in the chambers of my mind…I was once numb…and she spit me out like tasteless, gross gum Can’t help, but wish for God’s kingdom to come x4 You dug deep into my soul of anguish and cheer - thank you kindly for your empathetic words of wisdom