The Hardest Gift

I didn’t give enough gifts
I’ve said
Never meaning this one
Just those that showed small insight
And let you know my heart
Useful things, things of beauty plus words of truth and impact 
Emotion manifested in acts 
Simple gifts

Tell me what you want
I directed
Be clear, don’t talk in ciphers
I will do as you ask
True, I actually thought, until 
Its full meaning came clear and focused leaving me   
Standing far, mostly silenced, in the dark
By request

To give freedom and space
I’m learning
Is beyond merely hard
My soul unloads its pain, my heart wails no 
My brain screams fight, and I fail as
Your heart finds gifts similar to those here for you 
Which now have nowhere to go and fill
Empty space
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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December 23, 2016 at 11:42 PM
Nice poem...... congrats on being featured++++++++++++++
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