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The First Time

I was just 11 Alone in my room It all happened Right after school Not a razor, no But a dull knife Resting in my hand It felt just right Cut right in my arm So many times In a place where My parents could easily find It wasn't deep There was no pain And when they saw There was no shame It was just to try Just to feel Just to know That I was real But if I had known.... The hundreds after Would I have started This disaster?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016




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Date: 6/4/2016 12:34:00 PM
Your poem touched me deeply Dayna - I worked with a student who self harmed - her parents were divorcing and she was in emotional turmoil - she said she did it to prove she was still alive - this was about 6 years ago but the memory is still so fresh in my mind:-( hugs Jan xx
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Dayna Raven
Date: 6/4/2016 7:56:00 PM
Thanks, I haven't done it in over a year ( I'm 16 almost 17 ). But, scars still remain. It's a hard thing to talk about. I hold it close to my heart.
Date: 6/4/2016 12:39:00 AM
WOW, this is so good, Dayran. SKAT
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Date: 6/3/2016 11:46:00 PM
Nice way to end the poem. LINDA
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Date: 6/3/2016 10:35:00 PM
Well penned twists and turns of thoughts in mind...enjoyed the write....
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