The First Poke

sitting on a staircase stairing at my arm "you sure you want this" i nod my head hold my breath and look away a belt above my elbow veins untouched and clean a poke "dont flinch" a warm tingling feeling crawls slowley up my arm my entire body shaking a not ties in my tummy a feeling i dont like "calm down your just nervious, lay down and relax youll fly high in a minute" an eternity passes a spark in my brain a tiny feeling grows bigger and bigger i feel like im floating i just cant explain it the feeling i mean this marks the first time it got a hold of me