The First Junkie

The bleakness of the night sky offers little relief
I cannot share your optimism or belief
    refute your nefarious cries for help and trust
i was hard at work, i did turn up my sleeve

  my heart resonates like a broken pendulum
I have never felt such a conundrum
  i appear as a twisted sort of rabid monk
i know not who you are or where you come from

  my swelling has become viscous and blue
my fridge never had pictures that I drew
  can your pin prick offer me any escape?
my eyes are black and leak with the morning's dew

  without you I sweat and shake and freeze
mouth only manages a morning wheeze
  with no shame now, i actively search for you
I will never again feel the summer's breeze

  I bend and purge judas' last supper
rather you have been some sort of upper
  skin withered and burnt like grilled meat
you surely have become my only brother
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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November 23, 2014 at 4:38 PM
a solid 7.. you have the gift..keep up the good work
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