The First Chapter Part 1

I knew that once I stopped frantically looking you would magically appear I knew that once I stopped dramatically sulking you would emerge from the sphere your form is a sultry black your deep hue is smooth and unblemished when I first drank from your fertile fountain I was immediately replenished you have the eyes of God they enrapture me in every and all ways they caused me to reappraise my decision to give into the malaise I foolishly believed that I wasn’t chosen to be one of loves remaining but I know that God let me see you standing there once I stopped doubting and complaining