The Fire In the Midst of Despair- Christen Kuikoua

Now instead of getting your texts, I’m sitting in bed With tears in my eyes at Three am, Putting on a sad playlist Facing The celling Trying to pretend Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers Oh, it hurts so hard for a million different reasons Though I Pretend That Everything it fine but I know it not Even though it been forever I can still fill the spin Young yet Desperate I try every day of every time to someday fly to were my hearts longs to be I asked The stars Everyday To let that essence never to burn away Cause finding you Was the best thing that ever happen to me I Just Wished to turn back clock To tell you I Love You And Will never Ever Led You Go