The Final Secret

Shall I speak the words that have been silent for so long Or shall I keep them as secrets and not go beyond For It builds up upon my every dreams A burst of memories I cannot contain Or shall I escape this truth Never come back to reality and live in fear and agony Not a soul could listen to my memories As If I'm my only friend and my own worst enemy For this trust is buried in me I have lost the will to speak and share the very emotions That have been kept secrets for this long To share the laughter and the positive times Its been hard today Not being able to admit my thoughts I shall await Soon I will speak out With all my doubts And happy emotions Soon to escape the wrath and confusion Its my final day