The Final Kiss Goodbye

The time we’ve spent has been the most fulfilling time my life has ever experienced. I know once I tell you this one thing you will close up and shut me out forever. I know I mean more to you then you’re willing to express. I know you care and love me more then you thought. I feel that you truly love me and are scared to tell me, because this is like nothing you’ve ever experienced in your life. You’ve shared a lot, and whether you want to admit this or not I am already apart of your life in every way. This one thing is very important to me, but is something I have been dealing with for a long period of time. You did the unthinkable; the one thing I thought you could never do. You gave your love to another and shared all of our hopes and dreams. What happens now to the love I feel? What happens to the time I’ve spent? What happens to the best friend I’ve always had? What happens to my dream becoming a reality? What happens to my destiny becoming my future or my right now? But I love you enough and want to see you get all that you desire. I may be your mate connected by the soul, but I don’t think I’m your fantasy. Although my situation and feelings can be changeable and I’m willing to forgive, you may not be willing to wait. What I will do instead of making you hold on to something you may not be able to handle…. I’ll just say goodbye and give you one last kiss for love and tell you to make sure she completes you in every way, and make her your everything. I will love you forever and never forget that for once, time and destiny met, and it was the best and the worst experience I’ve ever had.