The Family Curse

The bottle took my
brother at the age
of 45
The crushing pain
engulfed me, I
prayed  that I would
die
Drowning in my
sorrow I hit the
bottle hard
 Alcoholism runs in
my family we both
were dealt that card
 One year later
booze got  brother
number two
Found him after two
weeks dead   in a
dirty, dingy room
At 54 another
brother was found in
his home dead
A bunch of booze and
pills he ate while
lying in his bed
Oh dear god, I
cried, there’s just
one brother now
This next one you
must keep alive some
way, somehow
He quit the drink
when I moved in and
never complained at
all
I was sure the curse
had been broken, no
one else would fall
Just last month
while on the pills
at the age of 55
 My brother put a
gun in his
mouth--we’re so
grateful
he’s alive
As for me I’m a
drunk too but sober
now for years
We got the curse my
father had---a
lifetime full of
tears


by Christine
Costello
8-23-14 for
addiction contest
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Davis Avatar
September 12, 2014 at 6:52 AM
Christine What a powerfully, deep, moving, heartfelt and emotional write. You bared your soul for everyone to see how addiction can do so much damage. Thank you for the wonderful comment on my Poetry Pays It Forward poem.
Johnson Avatar
August 26, 2014 at 9:29 AM
This is a hard hit, Christine. Aa winner I am sure. Thank you for reading and commenting. Love, Joyce
Costello Avatar
August 26, 2014 at 2:35 PM
back a ya Joyce !!!! :-)Christine
Manassian Avatar
August 24, 2014 at 11:33 PM
WOW! WOW WOW WOW! This should do very well in the contest, Christine. I hope it is a fictitious write, and if not....keep up your courage. Sobriety can last....
Costello Avatar
August 25, 2014 at 9:42 AM
Thanks Eileen for your encouraging words. Im having trouble formatting so it may disqualify me in contest but it was a release to write it and say-here, here is what addiction has done to my family- dessimated it. whew! Christine
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