The Exorcism of G-Bad Pt 3

Emotionally devoid, love I must avoid The solitude, left me feeling paranoid My pity party packed, me against the rest The narcissism making me believe I was the best I would attack, give you not a chance for comeback A young angry black, chewing egos as a snack Fending off all friendship, I couldn't trust a soul It was all their fault, I thought My excuse to fill the hole The grave that I dug, became so dark and deep Became impossible to even get to sleep Selfishness, greed and lack of empathy Why would I show this world any sympathy? My mom was a loco, my dad was a no show Non forgiving, I felt I was owed For all these years I stifled all tears Till IT happened. Forced to face all my fears