The End Trauma, Delusion

Have you ever felt that second before the end of your life? Have you ever been tempted to feel that pain? Have you ever held your breath under water, long enough to suffocate; but come up in that last second? Have you ever been so angry you wrap your hands around your throat and press your thumbs on your esophagus; and stopped at that last second? Were you held under water, did you fight it? Were you choked, did you like it? You didn't fight it: gunpoint. You didn't like it: crying. And no one believed you... The flashbacks and now you're insane. 09/13/17