The Emptiness

THE EMPTINESS

I yearn;
For a feeling of belonging,
To be seen as an equal,
Liked and accepted just as I am.
I need someone in whom to confide and
know that I will neither be judged for being
less than perfect nor have my confidence betrayed.
I need a friend.

I pine;
I want to be seen for who and what I really am,
And not be judged for it,
But accepted in spite of it.
I need to feel loved.

I hunger;
For a sense of oneness with another,
To be able to love and be loved in return,
To trust and be trusted,
And to know these feelings are well founded.
I need a mate, a soul mate.

It hurts to reach out in this darkness,
And find no one reaching back.
It's frightening to be alone.
But Wait!

I felt --- Something.
Soft, Warm, Gentle.
I heard a faint sound.
A quiet call,
Someone knows I'm here!
Someone knows my name!

I reach out once more.
Someone grasped my hand,
with such gentle strength and compassioon,
Such quiet reassurance.

I peered into the darkness and saw a single,
tiny star shining in the distance.
The more I leaned toward it the brighter it got,
Until it's light fillled the universe.

I searched for the source of it's light.
Then I saw it, The Source.
It was Him.
He is The Light.
He is The Source.
He is Warmth, Love, Acceptance, Shelter, Providence,
Power, Grace and More.

He is all I have ever needed.
He is my Savior.
He is God's Only Begotten Son.
He is Jesus.
                                                            
                                                                   Judy Ball
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Bangalee Avatar
June 26, 2021 at 11:27 PM
Great feeling and love for God and Jesus~
Hayton Avatar
June 26, 2021 at 3:47 PM
Stunning and beautiful write, I loved this.
Suzadail Jr. Avatar
July 11, 2011 at 7:21 PM
Nice spiritual write. Seems we get stuck on the material things so often not realizing where true love lies, within the soul. Vince
Johnson Avatar
June 29, 2011 at 12:25 AM
Yes babe you have it right, always searching searching for the light. great poem here. In Australia we have 3 year droughts sometimes 2 year etc ...and we go wild when it rains in west Queensland...where do you hang your hat? xo, Don
Ball Avatar
June 29, 2011 at 1:14 AM
I was born and raised in Florida. My mother being a pure Cherokee and my father being Italian. My parent split up and I was raised with my mom's family. I married and my husband brought me to Canada where his work took him. We live in Alberta. Getting ready to retire now and trying to sell some land so we can buy a place in the country wherfe I will be happier. Hate the city. Thanks for stopping by my friend. God Bless, JB
Foulk Avatar
June 28, 2011 at 10:16 AM
Jesus is the answer that is for sure. A warm and beautiful piece you wrote here. thank you for commenting on Halleys comet, and most poeple don't know that about Mark Twain, and am glad i posted it, i always enjoy passing on my knowledge to others.
Ball Avatar
June 27, 2011 at 9:45 AM
Thank you so much my friend. Isn't it wonderful to be able to rest in The Everlasting Arms of God. God Bless, JB
Ball Avatar
June 27, 2011 at 9:50 AM
Oops, reviewed my own poem by accident tryng to answer Linda's review. My Bad. hehheheheh
Sweetheart Avatar
June 26, 2011 at 9:04 PM
Judy we are never alone as long as we know we have HIM.. for HE is everything in life and in love ..luv.. awesome words...
Ball Avatar
June 27, 2011 at 9:47 AM
Thank you so much my friend for stopping by. Glad you enjoyed it. God Bless, JB
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