The Drug

The drug 

Everything is gone  I’ve thrown it all away
Was I happy anyway
With all this emotions all That I feel
Is it me is it real
Or is this just the drug I feel


All of my family all of my friends
All pushed away
No more to depend
are these feelings real 
or am I really ill
Or is this just the drug I feel

I’ll check the bank one last time
See if there is enough maybe another line
How could you believe that this would all  be fine
Always chasing the thrill 
Or is this just the drug I feel

Why do I sit in pain and fear
Drowning in this flood of tears
You chose your road
 And you rode it well
You didn’t jump off
Even when you arrived here in hell
It came and took all there was to steal
Or is this just a drug I feel

I sit here now waiting for that high
Don’t believe a word of it you’re just gonna cry
Emotions will flood  you like a huge wave
They’ll be  strong the same as your overpowering crave
Are these my feelings still
Or is this just the  drug I feel

How much longer can i go
 I’m afraid I really don’t know
But if this is really just the drug I feel
Them I’m sure one day it will kill

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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Date: 5/3/2020 2:59:00 PM
I’d like some feedback from any experienced people I’ve never done this before I’m just writing down thoughts and feelings are my poems any good
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