The Drug

The drug Everything is gone I’ve thrown it all away Was I happy anyway With all this emotions all That I feel Is it me is it real Or is this just the drug I feel All of my family all of my friends All pushed away No more to depend are these feelings real or am I really ill Or is this just the drug I feel I’ll check the bank one last time See if there is enough maybe another line How could you believe that this would all be fine Always chasing the thrill Or is this just the drug I feel Why do I sit in pain and fear Drowning in this flood of tears You chose your road And you rode it well You didn’t jump off Even when you arrived here in hell It came and took all there was to steal Or is this just a drug I feel I sit here now waiting for that high Don’t believe a word of it you’re just gonna cry Emotions will flood you like a huge wave They’ll be strong the same as your overpowering crave Are these my feelings still Or is this just the drug I feel How much longer can i go I’m afraid I really don’t know But if this is really just the drug I feel Them I’m sure one day it will kill