The Demons Adore Me

They no longer sneak into my soul in the middle of the night
Whispering mean things about me, hurting my feelings.
Because that is no longer satisfying
Now they laugh as I clench my teeth in the day time
So hard that my tongue gets cut on the sharp edges

My tongue cannot leave the edges alone
Any more than the demons can leave me alone.
They slap me upside the head and make fun of my whines.
You know nothing! You are nothing! As worthless as they come.
It is difficult to ignore them and they are getting 
LOUDER.

I sit here among others, pretending I am good.
Bright, cultured, not refined, but at least normal.

There is no normal about me. 
The demons are gut-punching me.
One is pinching the back of my neck hard.

They want me to live down to the negativity they have brought
I am swimming in the middle of Devil River, but I do not let on.
Wanting to fit in. 
wondering
if
any
of
the
others
have 
demons
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Kiser Avatar
March 30, 2020 at 6:33 PM
I had one for years but, mu muse eventually got fed up and sent it rolling down the hill where it crashed into a huge wall...it's probably out there still, just staggering around wondering what happened. I don't miss it. Obnoxious little varmits, aren't they? Enjoyed.
Krutsinger Avatar
March 30, 2020 at 8:22 PM
They can be very obnoxious.
Zahid Avatar
March 30, 2020 at 3:56 PM
Wow, yes we ars fighting with our own demons. Beautifully written
Krutsinger Avatar
March 30, 2020 at 8:22 PM
We all are.
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