The Cure

Funny, every thing seems so distance. When I walked toward the entrance. Just what is happening here? Nothing seems as it is, not even clear. My mind going dizzy. I feel so slow and so busy. Talking makes it better so I did that all day. Cooking the same way. I felt so strained fully of different ideas, I think it's okay. My body is not working it does not want to obey. Shaking all over my body seems stressed. I believe it needs to be addressed. Just what is happening here? Nothing seems as it is, not even clear. My mouth seems dry. I feel like I could cry. The feeling of loneliness is making me ache. Cooking again, so, it will be a cake. I have been away so many years. Doing things that I wanted, but it comes to this I have so much tears. The fond memories of laughter. Comes long ago, past tense, after. Just what is happening here? Nothing seems as it is, not even clear. A walk that quickly disappeared. A dream that suddenly just appeared. I long last saw the light. It just was burning with such delight. A awakening that was lost years ago. It really was a reminder so. I raised my arms with gladness. With beautiful sadness. Just what is happening here? Nothing seems as it is, not even clear. The door opens with loud noise I hear. The smell of coffee and laughter in my ear. Walking through the door a passage way of time. A free feeling that never felt so sublime. Love and fear all at once just sunders me to smile. The time I spent with my family felt that I could stay a while. The feeling of love and hope is so pure. This time with family is I think the cure.